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My saddest days....
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Dear Diary,
I had a bad week and i wanna cry this past few days.Im a bit upset and dissapointted with a friend of mine whom i believe is a gd leader but just slack. She was the one that told me to take the lead but in the end,she makes things spoilt and complicated for the team.I did sms everyone, and they know about the meeting,but its just upset that she did it by her own decision.I don't believe a person who have a great power would misuse it,but she did it.She just never discuss and went on to her own decision,telling our members,the meeting is canceled.I just can't believe it.It makes me embarrased coz i spent the whole day calling some of my guys to come down the meeting,getting to know them better through telephone and making the move first as a leader.Afterall she gave the green signal but in the end she was the one that canceled without talking n discuss with me.How ashamed am i now to face them.What have u done for the committee and whats ur agenda for the team.Do want ur members to slack and be like u.I hate it,esp having a team that never does anything.How will u ever dream in having a team that have great bonds and n a team that are like a family.How will it be in the future.Its wise to train them now and develop them,coz thats what a leader should do.They lead n they treat each of them as their family.Its too bad too bad to hear tht i will treat my group as my family,a family of love n friendship.But i tell u if she gets over my head again since this is not the second time,i'll try to step her head and shout coz my anger just can't be controlled now.Once,twice,thrice...its over...No forgiveness for u.PLEAZ...treat me gd if u treat me one.U can be so flirtish n nice at times but never ever put ur own ego into others world coz it hurts just like a dagger.Im trying to be reasonable here.
I also had a bad week with another friend of mine who are now avoiding each other,just like that.I may know some of the reasons,but why have it to be like this.Its like a pix which is thorn into pieces.
What happen to my happy world of happiness!what happen to the friendship we make!what happen to ur ego!what happen to the innocent people being the victim!Why have i had to face this alone.IM SCARED AND HAVE PHOBIA NOW,WITH WHO I AM.
I am lonely.....haiz...
Quote of the day:
A gd leader never put their ego first and put their mind into the team.
