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Sunday, September 27, 2009
Dear Diary,
There was an issue in a movie which made me as a men realise something abt relationship and what men really are.Its true tht we as a men are jerk at times ,esp if a men goes for desire and finding inner beauty which results to the possibility of a girl being dump, argument and unhappiness tht cld happen in the future.So the truth abt relationship is tht if u wnt a partner to understands u, the key is tht u hv to be patience with her and let time tell whther this relationship will work out..To some guys,they nvr ask the qn what was the reason tht made him love her and why is she the one for u. People do confess first and suffer later,which for me is a bad move to start.Then there are men tht are weak.The reason,they are scared to tell her the truth abt their relationship and there are men that hide their feeling but cherish her from far showing care and concern and helping her when she needs help.Anything tht makes her happy makes him happy too.
In this world of love...there is two type of love....
1st love: A love coz of plead and please...where u please others for love first then u please her by showing care
2nd love: A love coz of please and patience...(but if she nvr realise no use to make her understand and please her...)
In islam there is also another 3 type of love patners
1st:matches frm jin:if two partners start having sex before marriage,and found out she got pregnant.this is when their parents force their son to marry as soon as possible
2nd:matches from syaitan: using spiritual help to get her mind kept remembering abt u coz this inccident happen if a girl hate tht guy,but tht guy likes the girl so much tht she has no other way but to get spiritual help...
3rd:matches from allah:when the two people of opposite site kept eye contact and feeling the love is there.This are lovebirds tht love their partners and cherish thier partners so much..
So loving people is tough.U have to love urself before loving others.Love and choosing a friend shld not be picky. Attitude can be changed as well as dressing,its just the desire and intention if a persom wnt to changed.
I do knw a person whom tend to be nice and friendly when i use to knw her,share our results as well as open in terms of topic...but nw she changes,aftr trying hard to change her perspective that turn out to be weak person.
So one lesson learnt do not change ur perspective in life,a slight change to improve is allowed,but if a person wnt to change the whole perpective of her life,this tells me she is selling herself out and soon become weaker ....
I will still remember the girl whom i really first saw and knw u....
My Ramadan eve
Monday, September 21, 2009
Raihan & Rabbani
Rabbani
Raihan
Dear Diary,
My first and second day ramadan was a pleaseant ramadan to enjoy...esp when kids go wild n funny.My small cousins and my cousins son r the cutest i met. Esp my small cousins,nvr met them so enthusiastic and emotional while watching man utd vs man city yesterday.Shouting,yelling,crying and jumping around like mad when a person scores.That was the shocking part i knw abt him,since being my cousin for 14 years.Totallly the match was thrilling esp the die ing moment when owen scored for man utd.He is a hero for the club and im glad that he still has some talents and finish touches in him.
Than abt my cousins son,whpse name was quite weird but has the same face, was called Rabbani and Raihan.They r so cute and energetic,running around my house and invited me to play with him.Playingwith this kids are fun,esp making them laugh and happy.Maybe the secret formula that make a baby cute is their laughter.
Anyway to all my friends out there,do enjy ur Hari Raya and minal walfaizin mohon segala kesalahan saya dapat dimaafi.Harap dpt berjumpa lagi dan dpt mengunjung rmh kwn2 saya yg telah bersama dgn saya.
Jika Bapak smurf
meminta maaf
Dan Mak spiderman
Knows maaf maafan will nvr ends
So Dgn hormatnya vampire
diberi duit raya
ingin mohon maaf smurf,spiderman dan vampire
Minal aidil walfaizin kpd kwn2 dan kpd umat islam
My Ramadan Confesssion
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Dear diary,
My Ramadan that i spend this year was not what i expected of.To me,i could conclude that i spend,my ramadan on a weak basis.The reason,not able to help those needy who are unfortunate and giving them a helping hand. Im just happy to have my lovely parent there for me,eventhough they fierce inside but gentle and funny outside.
Mostly,my ramadan was where i used to spent time at the mosque,spent more time with my family and spent a bit of the time also to do charity work as well as volunteering work,but this year ramadan,i failed in helping to do voluntary work as well as going to terawih.Before ramadan i had planned to make a video to showcase to others asking them to donate some stuff or contribute some money to rebuild their lifes,with our support,with my plan in bringing the pertapis or jamiyah children to geylang to buy clothes and kuih raya but my plan failed coz exam was that month and i was quite busy with my video competiton.So truly,im dissapointed with myself,coz tht was part of my pledge in SC as well as my pledge for the year.
Im just a person tht to me others come first before me.Im just a guy that loves to share happiness with the unfortunate ,coz they too are humans being like us who needs to build a happier lifes.In this world,nobody is left alone,esp in Singapore as there is a lot of volunteerism and community help given to the needy esp providing them with fund,meeting their needs,and helping their kids on education.
So to wrap up.I just wanna Mohon Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.Those SmS and the words i say and given,is really meant frm the heart.I just hope others will hear and listen to wht i have to say,coz i believe i had hurt some,but im hoping we could start frm new.If i really hurt ur feeling and make u paranoid,i will say the biggest sorie to u in this month of forgiveness.
My Ramadan
Friday, September 18, 2009
Dear Diary,
Ramadan is just around the corner in how many hours time.People are busying cleaning,painting and making cake or biscuit for hari raya.To check on my list,all this work had been done for the past two days,painting my wall lime green again to make it nicer again,replace the old furniture with a new furniture,wiping all my windows and making biscuits such as honey and chocolate cornflakes as well as making chocolate cake just for hari raya.Erm...to those who will be willing to come to my house, i will serve u with my own dish esp made for my friends.Just tell me earlier when u wish to come coz the gate will always open to all my friends.
To talk about the history of Hari Raya it is actually is just a one day festival, but people tend to misunderstood it tht Hari Raya is a 30 days festival.Mostly the first day is the important and compulsory day of all visiting grandma,grandpa,mom and father.To conclude on this 30 days this is the time where we muslim visit cousins and relatives.(this can be said not compulsory)
Anyway..there was something that made me remembered which happen last year.An incident happen 2 days before Hari Raya.It was the first time going out to Marina Square with my 2 friends having our break fast at KFC which tend to be my last with them after we went for blaze 1 camp briefing, but sadly overall she didn't happen to appear in blaze camp1.Nw im sure she is running away from me like im a stranger.But on that day too i lost my PSP after i went to bugis.It all happens in a flash as i went for prayers at the mosque for my terawih but after my prayers found out the casing was only left in my bag without the psp.how smart are this kids.
Now i learn things that tend to be lost and found are rezeki orang.Those who had lost thier valuable had to takwah dan ikhlaskan coz its their fate that they received it.
My curious week being a Green Vampire
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Dear Diary,
Its been month that i have been updating my blog,my diary online.I am truly glad the world of Sc has put aside their egos and differences aside.Truthfully there is still one person that still have this attitude in him to others,still remebering the past and things that hurt.haiz..
With exams that is over,my journey starts by looking forward to be in the story of twilight.I am back to be tht vampire who wish to be in the shoes of Edward,the vampire slayer who has a family on a good side.He is a vampire that acts like a normal person who enjoys life and sports.A quiet guy which makes people wonder who and what he really is with his strange attitude but what make him unique is he is a guy that can reads people mind from far.The weirdest thing is that he just can't read bella thoughts.If only i have Edwards power,the power of controlling hunger and reading minds,than my life will lessen the burden with problem.A dream which i can wait quite long..
The powerful question that left answered by many people"When you can lived forever,what do you live for?"u can only answer this question,when u are sure ur goal.
Another Question"will violent delights have violent ends?"Do think about it and ask urself.Touch ur heart and Listen. Will violent and conflict solve a problem?
So what left in my story nw is tht i am the blood of an innocent guy.Leaving only the purest soul of blood...and missing a blood...My story will goes on and on until i find tht answer a "what do you lived for,in the future."I will not lived forever but will faith and blood be the support that makes me stand...Nobody knows the answer to every journey unless u touch ur heart.
Raihan & Rabbani
Rabbani
Raihan
