Dear diary,

My Ramadan that i spend this year was not what i expected of.To me,i could conclude that i spend,my ramadan on a weak basis.The reason,not able to help those needy who are unfortunate and giving them a helping hand. Im just happy to have my lovely parent there for me,eventhough they fierce inside but gentle and funny outside.

Mostly,my ramadan was where i used to spent time at the mosque,spent more time with my family and spent a bit of the time also to do charity work as well as volunteering work,but this year ramadan,i failed in helping to do voluntary work as well as going to terawih.Before ramadan i had planned to make a video to showcase to others asking them to donate some stuff or contribute some money to rebuild their lifes,with our support,with my plan in bringing the pertapis or jamiyah children to geylang to buy clothes and kuih raya but my plan failed coz exam was that month and i was quite busy with my video competiton.So truly,im dissapointed with myself,coz tht was part of my pledge in SC as well as my pledge for the year.

Im just a person tht to me others come first before me.Im just a guy that loves to share happiness with the unfortunate ,coz they too are humans being like us who needs to build a happier lifes.In this world,nobody is left alone,esp in Singapore as there is a lot of volunteerism and community help given to the needy esp providing them with fund,meeting their needs,and helping their kids on education.

So to wrap up.I just wanna Mohon Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.Those SmS and the words i say and given,is really meant frm the heart.I just hope others will hear and listen to wht i have to say,coz i believe i had hurt some,but im hoping we could start frm new.If i really hurt ur feeling and make u paranoid,i will say the biggest sorie to u in this month of forgiveness.